There are decaf brands on the market that are just as tasty as the real thing

I had a dream last night that my hair was going really gray, and I was freaking out in the dream because it was making me feel so old. And I know this fear has gotten lodged into my subconscious because, in real life, I found my first gray hair a couple weeks ago. And then I started looking and found another one, but that was it, so things definitely aren't at DEFCON 1, but it was still kind of surprising. And I have this sneaking suspicion that it's the pregnancy that caused the gray hairs. I feel like I've been really, really lucky in life that I've always had my family to fall back on if I had a problem, and I've always had great friends who were very supportive who would also help me out if I needed it. But now it has started to hit me that I am going to be that person (or one of those people, really) for Lil' J, and, occasionally, the enormity of that hits me and I start to sweat and hyperventilate and start praying that I don't screw up too huge. But I'll keep telling myself that I still have people to fall back on, things will probably be fine, and Clairol makes some really wonderful hair dye these days. Thank goodness for the cosmetics people, that's all I'm saying.