It's just been revoked

Ugh, we have simply got to find a house soon, because this stress is really starting to get to me. I woke up this morning with achy arms and wrists, a splitting headache and heartburn. This is my body giving me the high sign that I need to relax. OR find the person who put in the first contract on that house we really liked, tie them up and stash them in a cave in Romania until we can steal that house out from under them. So I have options, which is nice.

One delightful thing has happened lately though: Lil J has started giving me hugs. He will actually wrap his arms around my neck while I'm holding him and squeeze real tight and make a sighing noise. That can make me forget for a few minutes that the three of us are going to be living in the van in a couple weeks. Ha ha. Sweet cracker sandwich.